Tied and bound in a small room tall enough to stand but not enough to turn, escape I yearn, ropes start to burn as I wriggle and twist and turn, in discern. Dark place, no space, just me and the fear of closed in space, darkness in front of my face sets my brain running … Continue reading Tight Space
Pinball Day
I feel like a pin ball, bounced into an arena where there are obstacles to trip and bounce you around, pounded from pillar to post not really knowing the host. Flashing lights make it seem so bright, but, when you bounce back its far from right. For a minute you are winning and all your … Continue reading Pinball Day
Shadow Land
When I am alone, in the crowd, I feel the black dog come down from the shadow land. It's shadow moves with slight of hand, doesn't leave a foot print in the sand. Depression grips and rips and tares, when the shadow land comes to bare, to cloak you in fear and anxiety, never leaving … Continue reading Shadow Land
Anxiety
Secret feelings flash in your head, mulling over all that was said. Blaming yourself, filled with dread, head still running lying in bed. Insecure low demure, long road to get a cure. Want to run, but legs on stun, no let up when darkness comes. Anxious to please, the day I want to seize. Heart … Continue reading Anxiety